Who am i ?

I am

a beautiful young lady who is caring and loving , a woman who loves hard . Really hard . I am a lady who many have claimed to love . I am a lady , who would never dare say love is temporary . ( because thats bullshit ) A lady who is down for whoever she`s with no matter how outrageous they may be . a lady who has always had an optimistic outlook on life . A lady who rarely takes no for an answer . . a lady who , when she commits , she does it completely . A lady who is willing to do any && everything for her family , the present one , and the one who she will have in the future . I am a nurturer , and when it comes down to it , i am a provider . I have been a wife longer than you think . I am naturally a cooker , cleaner , and #1 fan . ( honestly dont know where the above came from ) . i am so organized that it makes some people mad . . . I am also a jealous && stingy lady . not just for my companion . i feel the need to be 1st in the hearts of my parents , grandparents , siblings , and besty . I fight for what i feel is rightfully mine . I hate losing people , to death , to the game , to nonsense . I am someone who cherishes every friendship ive ever had , even if it ended in vein . I am someone who appreciates EVERYONE who has treated me , however they treated me , because those are the things that shaped a piece of me that i carry always . I am a person who has never done something to deliberately hurt feelings , i hate for my feelings to be hurt , i hate for other people feelings to be hurt .

and yes i am a lady who`s made mistakes .
BUT .

I AM proud of myself for not turning into a mad black woman after all ive been through . I AM proud of myself for being able to look at all my emotional scars and smile . I AM proud of myself for learning how to adapt to so many environments , situations and an array of attitudes that ive dealt with .

I AM going to be the best wife to someone DESERVING . I AM going to be the best mother in the world to my EIGHT children .

Thats who I AM . Thats who ive BEEN .
and thats who I`ll ALWAYS BE .
and im never ashamed of it .

I am a beautiful young lady inside and out . ♥