December 2007 . i wanted to be your girlfriend .
but i couldnt , you wouldnt let me . .
yes i didd love you .
was there a [we] thou .
Nope Just Chris and Ree .
. . . now .
October . November 2008
together , yes we were
"Foreverrr" yea that was the plan .
conversations of marriage , family , and everything else imaginable .
as we lay . . EVERY night side by side .
an argument arises .
and ooppss !
also the difference is .
you asked me about my sexual activity and sweetheart .
I WAS A WOMAN ABOUT IT .
i let you know straight up .
and i always have .
ask me something now , and ill do the same .
i had nothing to hide from a boy that i claimed i loved .
i asked you .
and well . i probably got a look of disgust
a look that screams
" i would never do that to you wife "
but yet , me being me .
i did some investigations.
and well . found the truth .
i had to FIND the truth .
dont everrrrrr again blame it on new years eve of 2007 .
something that came before you made a commitment to me .
when i have something resting on my aching heart thats much heavier .
tell the truth .
you just wanna be you again .
life filled w. books and an arrangement of boos , babys ect .
that wont question you , nor get in your business
wont clean your mess
wont cook your dinner
just have facebook and aim convos about
taking care of that body
thats fine by me .
ive given all i had to offer .
enjoy your life , however it is that you want to enjoy it .
peace lil mama
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