in agreement . =]

love . live life . proceed . progress .

make suree our neighbors get no r e s t
huh lucy y brittany ?

P.S i love you too bro bro Chrissy ♥

Now .

to ease my mind ,
i just keep repeating .

Ree , your going to be the bombest mommy & wife one day .

" Cogito ergo sum "
- i think , therefore i am -

so all i need to focus on now is getting better for US^ ( my husband & children) , as a unit . ♥

i wont worry , someone out there is thinking the same exact thing . we'll be complete onee dayy .

the last dedication . to you .

Did you forget that I was even alive ?

Did you forget everything we ever had ?

Did you forget , did you forget

about me ?

Did you regret ever standing by my side ?

Did you forget we were feeling inside ?

Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song , you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand

Did you regret ever holding my hand ?

Never again, please don't forget ,

don't forget

We had it all ,

we were just about to fall Even more in love ,

than we were before

I won't forget ,

I won't forget

about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

you can't forget it

. . .

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song ,

you can't forget it . . .

at all

And at last

all the pictures have been burned

And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget , please dont forget us

Somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song
b u t y o u w o n 't s i n g a l o n g

You've forgotten
about
us^♥

I love you fluffy . bye .

Speakk

So im sad

About the moment

ive lost my love

(Damn)

I couldn't see him leaving

(You were gassed)

And that's such a shame

cause God yanked the rug

and holding my heart

will not help me breathe

It's over , leave it

It's over , leave it

So I`m sad

And I should own it

and you fucked up

(Damn)

I thought that I was the team

(I was gassed)

And now My opponent

who wears my gloves

(Damn)

A nightmare

just ate up my dreams

(Now Im Sad)

I Could have had SO much done

I blew it off

(Damn)

MY chance is p a s s i n g me by

(I was gassed)

Opportunities wait for no one

And it cost for a lost

This here`s a joke

whether I laugh or I cry

Sooner or later it all comes crushing down

baby monkey voice .

Love me please :( .

[ making the sad lio baby scrunched up face ]

I wish

Weaaaak .

And our new mac book cant make it better
thats 25 hundred dollars invested
strictly because we are camera/video junkies
Nor my New Blackberry .

Nor my New Roommate from the Bay ,
Lol she`s wild .
She comes home most nights Drunk as shit .
And i just smile . . .

Why cant i be content w. living life like her ?
Waking up In the Morning , EVERY morning
w. last night as a blur .

Cause if you cant remember , how could you reminisce
What i woudnt do to live life as free as this .

but its just not me . =/
super bummer .

my lio monkey .

I really think i need you
Because my body acts like it breathes you
my mouth , my stomach , it eats you
engchris08 to shareesanchez . i need to receive you .

i know i seem soo insane .
yea a thousand niggas . . .
but never felt THIS pain .

i wish i would have known
or
i wish i would have been afraid
. . .
I wish you would have never shown up
or
i wish you would come back today .


I love you♥ Forever

Damn-it .

I have a Philosophy mid-term today =/ .
i need to get my mind rightt .

bye .

B4L . .
that blog fucked w. me mentally .
presents yu bought , bites on your cheek , reunite`d
does it feel soo good ?
Ravennn your sooo cool .
i remember when it was
Shareeee your sooo tite !

time and time again you said to my face ,
now on Faceook , " i dont know where your lips been "

i just wish you would come over
hold me and tell me everything is fine now
stop crying like a lio baby monkey .

The boys say
the reason hes acting like this is cause your acting like a [ Chris ] Junkie
its unattractive nd
hes gonna keep doing it as long as you keep bothering him .
ill try , i really will . cause this hurts more then any painn .
see sunshine doesnt ALWAYS conquer rain .

Im in love ,

Lucy G. & Brit collabo !

alright so this is how the story goes...

First off Ree & Mee dont give a fucc about no Hoe.WE are D-Lo.
Especially not crackheads.
So what if we come from the poorest neighborhoods in LA, thats what has made us who we are today.
And Im GHETTO , sooo the fuck what?
I still got my shit together and better believe i will be successful.

Today we came up.
LALALALALA
Photobooth :-*
And thats Karma for yo ass!

Let me hand the laptop to Ree, real quick BRB.


Cannn smell what the Ree Cooking ?!
Celebrations poppin all weekend ,
ended it off w. a leavee notice =/
sooo sad this is the end .
where we at next LuLu ?
LAA BITCHESSSSSS ! =]
Taking it back to Ellwood Beach for the time being ,
house warming popping tonightt .
WE ♥ Britt .

Backk to Lucyyy . . .

Ayyyy!!!
Hk bacc to mee.
This is the beggining of a wayyy too popppin spring/summer09 in Santa Barbara.
Let me kno if yall trynna come by the crib.lol
Turn us THE FUCC UP mann!
switchin.....

ahww cuh !
Jeff just walked in w. a big dead shirt on ,
He not trynaa hop on the sticks for a dub thou ,
( what we say when bet each other, playing NCAA basketball 09)

Now we smoccin fat ass bowls.
bout to be lit up lol!
reee hittin it & im next.
thanks jeff. im done for today.
lucyyyyg.♥


cheers to my girls
thanks to the real
now let the fun begin
ree tatted me up! ♥

well thats itt ! ♥

ree . Lucy . Brit .

i mean i know that I M beautiful ,

Facebook ; i even got musical .

nd yea they laugh at alll that

i tell the hater kids fall back .


But instead we fall , we were so promising i swear we had it all .

♥

if i surround myself w. positive things , ill gain prosperity 

i think im suffering from manic depression .

its awful by the way .

lmao , hey i was sitting in ethics class , and this went through my head .
( you have me suicidal , sucidal , suicidal , suicidal . . .) like a broken record .
its overrrrr .
shout out to sean kingston for that .
he knowsss .

would i really kill myself over this ? him .


Question : Are you really actually insane , if you can classify yourself as insane ? or are you more insane due to the fact that you know you are insane and not change the way you think ?

i really hate your wall postings christopher sanchez .
but even if i delete you , im going to sign on [ blank ]'s facebook to see your wall .

and that convo we had 2 seconds ago . my oh my .
it made my life , just that much more complicated .

fuck i should just go out and partyyy .
id throw up from being anxious
worried if chris will find out .
sooo what . who cares .
i do

I DO , isnt that what a wife is supposed to say .

ive totally lost it . just l-o-l at me .
or s-y-h .

where is my pride ?

i do become something great , someone will find this and say " your weak "
i am very weak .

what happened to sharee hughes .
iono.

ree

i was so angry last night . so very angry .
im happy now .
so happy that i went to the cliff house earlier to thank them .
because they make you so happy .

oh and your picture on face book w. lucy is so cute . you have always been bomb .

dont cry ree . you will ruin your make-up .

pretty ree . thirsty ree .
wait im not sure i understand you ree .

dont bug me ree .
dont love me ree .
dont hug me ree .

im finding my self you see ,
and i`ve found out your not for me .
i think its best if you leave S.B ,
you might end up hating me .

bye ree .
bye ree .
goodbye ree .

i love you thou ree .
just try to forget about me .
its whats best .
im too young for this ree . =]

man o mann .

3.4.09
do we have to fight again tonight ?
Please lets not go there again .
we went there .
-im gonna go home -

1.5 hours in the cold . on the bus . w. 3 bags .

well at least im home now , let me plug in my phone thats been dead for 3 days , HE might text me to make-up .

. . .

16 voicemail messages ?
I feel important !
Lets see who`s been blowing me up .

i been w. hubbie , phones been off because hes the only one i feel is important enough to charge it for .
. .
the voice begins
MONDAY MARCH 2ND 4:23pm
1.Grandma`s voice "Sharee ! you need to call me , your moms in the hospital , the police found her on the ground of the park BREATH-LESS , call me a.s.a.p"
2. Same voice , " Sharee call me "
3. Same voice " Sharee whats going on , your momss in the hospital "
4-9 same thingg going on .
10. Grandma`s voice saying my mom flat lined , shes dead . . the hurt in her voice was enough to make my heart stop for a couple of beats .
my mommy is what ? she cant be . 35 , vegetarian , jogs 2 miles a day , healthy-er than ME . she is what ?!
. . .

11. Daddy`s voice " hey kiddo your grandma just called me , call me back mamas "
12. Great Grandma " Honey this is Grandmama , call me when you get this "
13. Grandma`s voice again " they brought her back , shes back , she`s unconscious though , where are you sharee ? call me "
14. Same voice " sharee call me "
15. " Sharee call me "
16. Grandma`s voice " give me a call sharee "

My mom was dead for 4 hours , completely flat-lined . the doctors sent the message that there was nothing more they could do .

My step-father wasnt having that .

so they went back to work .

she came back to life . after 4 hours of being dead . Not what typically happens in the real world .
she had a heart-attack .

now , she`s partially brain dead .
my mommy . . so smart , so bomb , so everything most mothers strive to be .
partially brain dead . cant hold up a paper for too long right now .

and now , her 5 year old and 2 year old , are MY 5 year old and 2 year old .
Step-dad has to go away to make money for these medical bills cause they have no insurance .

everybody else is too old to take care of these little lives . so now its me and them .

cant worry about if the major im in is one that i really wanna pursue , gotta find a job , a bigger apartment , a daycare, a pre-school . . .

as much as i want to , i cant chase you and worry about who you may be talking to on the side , if your being faithful , when your family will find out about me . I have children now . Ha , see what i get , i had been asking and asking and joking about us having some already . . i got them chris . and this is gonna be my biggest stress so far .

your offer was sweet . and i thank you for it . but i know the truth . you dont need this . have fun at ucsb . live it up . its your life . and this . . this is mine .

Just mee .

1. i wish you would delete that myspace of yours , your out-going and incoming comments are thirsty .
2. i wish people didnt say one thing to me and then turn around and say something totally different to each other . Yu put me in an odd position .
3. i wish you wouldnt tell Chris he should hang out with you even if i am not around THEN get in the car w. me about 30 minutes later and say " i was telling Chris that he better be good to you "
4. i wish my Daddy would increase my allowance
5. i wish i could eat at the dinning commons at UCSB for less than $11 dollars a meal
6. i wish i could ask you a question w. out you saying " your F**king weird Sharee "
7. i wish we were married and had enough money for us to have a baby already
8. i wish my mother`s husband wasn`t an asshole
9. i wish i could pause time , travel the world , then pick up where i left off .
10. i wish i would have taken more units this semester
11. i wish i wouldnt have went off on them that day , she was just tryna go home .
12. But i wish , if she felt it was necessary to ask me to add him on facebook that she would feel it was necessary to mention she was getting a ride home .
13. i wish i could get financial aid
14. i wish i would stop eating things that used to walk the earth ( its soo hard thou )
15. i wish there was no inbox or IM on facebook , just wall postings . . .

to be continued=]

Happy ending .

So the other day as me and fluffy were walking hand in hand around UCSB , i saw two things that absolutely made my day =] .

• i saw about 12 of the cutest lio human beings , walking in two lines . none of them could have been more than 2 feet all. Just waddling down the sidewalk like little duckiess . Its the kinda thing that makes you wanna have kids already . well . . not really =/ . lmao . I think they were from the little day care right across from the student resource building .
• Ha , [ her ] , looking like the hottest mess from Washington Prep High School . I mean everything was outta place . Extremely Sub-standard . nd those fat bags under her eyes . eek ! lmao . yea whatever i dont know what she looks like every day , nor do i care ! i seen her that day . nd well she was looking baddd . and my oh my did she turn her pedaling speed to max when she saw my facee . Maybe i shouldnt extract joy out of other people's short-comings . . . . SHAME ON YOU REE . who`s to say she wont grow up to be something greater than you ? well i guess we will see when we get there . . as for now . LMAO .

there are only 2 other people , other than her and her boyfriend who would even understand where this animosity is coming from . Come to think about it , those people are the only ones who actually KNOW for sure who im talking about .

Its my Blogg . I say what i want . =]

remember .

Im your girl , your my man . . .
Promise to love you the best i can .
♥

i just wanna be successful

She has achieved success who has lived well , laughed often and loved much ; who has enjoyed the trust of pure men , the respect of intelligent women and the love of little children ; who has filled her niche and accomplished her task ; who has left the world better than she found it , whether by an improved poppy , a perfect poem , or a rescued soul ; who has never lacked appreciation of earth's beauty or failed to express it ; who has always looked for the best in others and given them the best she had ; whose life was an inspiration; whose memory is a benediction .