with you .

i never need to see the sun again , 

there is enough shinee in your eyes

to light up myy world . ♥ 

ohp ! am [ I ] like a star ?
=]

i hatee hoes

and after all was said and done . . .

i got up , cleaned , and made those tacos . lol

i ♥ mr. Christopher Sanchez .

Spring Break .

SLAMMM DUNKK . i miss you , i miss you , i reallyy wannaa kiss youu , haha .elevating to new altitudes. are those girls gonna get all the way naked !missions-never-impossible ;) . rocking out .in a comfortable and familiar cuddle/slumber while monsters vs. aliens is on the big screen . partying && eatting w. the alpha's .shopping galor .the love of my life is definantly marc hughes .- i cant feel my faceee >:0 - im never stepping foot in a county building again .the little bros && Nari can jerkkk .Jess where's your car ? Good morningg muffin . candle lit . . everything . smh . hurtttt . alrea-

but dammit i missed float-topia !

Damn .

i leave the Internet world and this is what happens .

rebuttal or let it go ?

im a sweet girl , ive always been . i do make mistakes thou , but i dont ever hurt anyone deliberately . and thats how im gonna stay .

i can also yap off out the mouth . and feed
Lies . disrespect . hatred , towards who ever i feel like .
and after that i can say , ill beat your ass .
i cant fight . but i can still SAY it . .
but . i love you .
i love everyone of you who LOVED me , but have Gemini tendencies .

if ive ever said " i love you "
w. all my heart , i still love you .

please stop lying on me , please stop lying on your self .
please dont disrespect me ,
thats all i ask

thank you .

oh my .

Hey Sharee ,
arent you the same one who told somebody
" im not about to blog battle you mah nigga "
some months ago .

. .
i just had to call you out for that
smh .

Who am i ?

I am

a beautiful young lady who is caring and loving , a woman who loves hard . Really hard . I am a lady who many have claimed to love . I am a lady , who would never dare say love is temporary . ( because thats bullshit ) A lady who is down for whoever she`s with no matter how outrageous they may be . a lady who has always had an optimistic outlook on life . A lady who rarely takes no for an answer . . a lady who , when she commits , she does it completely . A lady who is willing to do any && everything for her family , the present one , and the one who she will have in the future . I am a nurturer , and when it comes down to it , i am a provider . I have been a wife longer than you think . I am naturally a cooker , cleaner , and #1 fan . ( honestly dont know where the above came from ) . i am so organized that it makes some people mad . . . I am also a jealous && stingy lady . not just for my companion . i feel the need to be 1st in the hearts of my parents , grandparents , siblings , and besty . I fight for what i feel is rightfully mine . I hate losing people , to death , to the game , to nonsense . I am someone who cherishes every friendship ive ever had , even if it ended in vein . I am someone who appreciates EVERYONE who has treated me , however they treated me , because those are the things that shaped a piece of me that i carry always . I am a person who has never done something to deliberately hurt feelings , i hate for my feelings to be hurt , i hate for other people feelings to be hurt .

and yes i am a lady who`s made mistakes .
BUT .

I AM proud of myself for not turning into a mad black woman after all ive been through . I AM proud of myself for being able to look at all my emotional scars and smile . I AM proud of myself for learning how to adapt to so many environments , situations and an array of attitudes that ive dealt with .

I AM going to be the best wife to someone DESERVING . I AM going to be the best mother in the world to my EIGHT children .

Thats who I AM . Thats who ive BEEN .
and thats who I`ll ALWAYS BE .
and im never ashamed of it .

I am a beautiful young lady inside and out . ♥

oh nooo you dont .

lol . i can NOT believe you mister .
December 2007 . i wanted to be your girlfriend .
but i couldnt , you wouldnt let me . .
yes i didd love you .
was there a [we] thou .
Nope Just Chris and Ree .
. . . now .
October . November 2008
together , yes we were
"Foreverrr" yea that was the plan .
conversations of marriage , family , and everything else imaginable .
as we lay . . EVERY night side by side .
an argument arises .
and ooppss !

also the difference is .
you asked me about my sexual activity and sweetheart .
I WAS A WOMAN ABOUT IT .
i let you know straight up .
and i always have .
ask me something now , and ill do the same .
i had nothing to hide from a boy that i claimed i loved .

i asked you .
and well . i probably got a look of disgust
a look that screams
" i would never do that to you wife "
but yet , me being me .
i did some investigations.
and well . found the truth .
i had to FIND the truth .


dont everrrrrr again blame it on new years eve of 2007 .
something that came before you made a commitment to me .
when i have something resting on my aching heart thats much heavier .

tell the truth .
you just wanna be you again .
life filled w. books and an arrangement of boos , babys ect .
that wont question you , nor get in your business
wont clean your mess
wont cook your dinner
just have facebook and aim convos about
taking care of that body

thats fine by me .
ive given all i had to offer .

enjoy your life , however it is that you want to enjoy it .

peace lil mama

in response .

i wouldnt dare put this directly on your wall , ive had enough of humiliating myself .
i would never call you my enemy , thats just not possible .
But ,
i really do feel insulted when you call me things like
sis
mamaz
bestfriend
ree ( sometimes )
. . .
as if i was neverr . . . well you know
i tried to pretend . call you Bro but , im " clearly being fake "
( as my besty put it )

like i said ill try and let this thing go , be a big girl about it or whatever .
but pleaseee pleaseee stop insulting me .
like i was always just your friend . we`ve been through farrr to much
done tooo many things .
if nothing else , just call me Sharee
dont expect me to be cool w. your next either ,
i wont disrespect her , but im not going to smile w. her .
& im not going to smile w. you like seeing that you moved on makes me happy .
its outta the question .

maybe you should just start avoiding me now , so it wont seem like im acting odd when that time comes .

P.S . lol at people thinking they are getting over on me speaking spanish on your wall .
i can understand it perfectly . i have you to thank for that :) .

do you see the pattern ?

November 2004

Your something else girl , you not like these hood rats running 'round here , your a princess , you need to be MY queen .

. . .

April 2006

Sharee , you just dont know how you make me feel with just the words you say , your so different , like , i swear ive never met anyone like you .

. . .

November 2007

and i quote

If any boY eva did U wr0ng He had 2 be st00pId in his head CuZ U r soOo BoMB!!!!

. . .

25 minutes ago

aye your something special , and if them niggas didnt see that , their dumb . i recognize it , i embrace it , and i wont let it go un-praised .

ha ! different wording , sameee damn thing .

Damn girl , thats pretty messed up how them others treated you , ill probably do the same , but hey for now , imma be a good boy , show you that you ARE special , and when i get you to that point where you'll do anything for me , ( give me your virginity , get my name tattoo'd , give up the idea of a university for now and re-locate to where ever i go ) then . . well imma act an ass . make you cry , then say good-bye .

lol , noo thank you sir .

im gooood .

Wisdom .

One day not too long ago , a young country boy gave me a bit of advice .

he said
Sharee , never put all of your eggs in one basket .

i laughed at his country-ness .
Thought :
What makes him so qualifed to tell me where to put MY eggs . lol at this guy . . .

. . .

=/ . now i olo .

the up side , im still bomb . =]