Can this week get any worse ?
it seems like this week ive been through hell and back , like the kinda ish that would make you say " Fuck my life ." But , dont Judge me , you never walked in my shoes , so you have no clue what my journey was like . All i know is i want to escape , not temporarily either . like im really considering changing my name and moving to another city . Somewhere far , where no one knows a single thing about me and cant trace anything back to this life because my name isnt Sharee Hughes anymore .
i want to say a few things to a few people .
Christopher Sanchez .
Boy i loved you , i still do . and i will no matter where i go . but you honestly hurt me more than everyone else before you [combined] . im not going to go on and on like you are such a bad guy . hey maybe if i were in your shoes i would have done some of the same things . Since October 2007 you`ve always been the one who could make me smile w. little to no effort , which is why i became so weak for you . we agree`d on making our anniversary on February 24th , and we were so close man , so close . But it all came crashing down over silliness . but what is done is done . Just know that i regret nothing , even if in October of 2007 , i knew that this would end so horribly , i wouldnt change a thing . the experiences that you and i shared is probably equivalent to a couple that has been married for 10 years . I love yu forever darling , i hope you feel the same .
Iman Europe
Man , really i dont even know what happened . i just know that im no longer "twin" im Sharee . Where it came from and why , I dont know . all i know is i love you TWIN . i will always remember you shawty=] . how could i not , we were so much alike that it was weird . I believe everyone must meet at least one individual that makes them feel like that in their lifetime , w. out it you truely haven`t Lived . I will admit that maybe i was a little extra for how i felt about you and Chris still being friends , but all i know is that im proud of myself for being honest . Both of you knew exactly how i felt about it . honesty is the reason why we grew so close in the 1st place . nd ima cherrish what we had forever .
Ally J
Oh my . 1st Im sorry . I know we talked about this on the phone already but i wanna put it in writing . . well typing . I was in a verrry emotional state of mind , but even so , i had NO REASON of EVER accusing you of some east-y shit like that . ( i know your laughing at my choice of words ) I love you girl . for real . we had some gooood times lmao , and we will CONTINUE to have them .
Turn . Me . Up . Niekaaa !
Charles Glaster
I love you Besty . Forever and Always . Right now your my ONLY best friend , The only one who always looks out for me , takes my side no matter what , and finds any way possible to contact me when im M.I.A . You have BEEN here by my side , and i know thats how its gonna stay , like i can say w. full confidence that my besty will never turn his back on me , no matter how stupid i act or how much i may piss him off . He`s my Besty for life . Even if my name nd location changes . =]
I think thats about it .
paix et amour .
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